Do you remember that Janet Jackson song Control? I remember singing that song to the top of my lungs when I was young. She was basically stating that she has her own life, and that she wanted to make her own decisions. With authority, she was saying I want this to be my life, I want to be the one in control!
At some point we must realize that our life is not our own. God is in control of every single thing we do. It is only by his grace that we are not consumed! Think about the last time you were in control. How did that turn out?
Give your whole life to God. He doesn't desire to have a part of you. His desire is to have an intimate relationship with you.
The best advice that I can give you today: Try Jesus & Trust him! Let him have Control !